Oh gawd this better work.

 I have given up everything for this.Yes I did get a few upgrades in xchange, but they are nothng I want.

I still feel like things are going to turn out to be more of the same.

This  shit is killing me.

I deserve better.

On a daily basis I see total assholes get rewarded for bad behavior.

And here I am, the guy who sees what is wrong and avoids it.

What is the reward?

Pain . Suffering. Failure.

WTF?

Somethings not right.

Im still not going to stop going for the goal.

Fuck you.