| Oh gawd this better work.
I have given up everything for this.Yes I did get a few upgrades in xchange, but they are nothng I want.
I still feel like things are going to turn out to be more of the same.
This shit is killing me.
I deserve better.
On a daily basis I see total assholes get rewarded for bad behavior.
And here I am, the guy who sees what is wrong and avoids it.
What is the reward?
Pain . Suffering. Failure.
WTF?
Somethings not right.
Im still not going to stop going for the goal.
Fuck you. |
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| What a lame birthday.Well I hope this year is better than last.I had a great sucess last year on my birthday, but the year pretty much was mostly filled with failure and struggle.This birthday had a few failures, and a bit of struggle, so maybe this year will see more sucess.I guess I am prepared for good or bad.One thing life has taught me is to take it in stride, for "good" and "bad" are dance partners in my existance. |
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| Its funny as soon as I speak about my sexual experiances my fathers ears perk up.
Oh yea I havent posted in some time, every thing has changed, but im sure you don't care.Thats ok. |
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| I have noticed a disturbing new trend.
I spend a good amount of time on forums, gaining and distributeing information.I enjoy it and it is one of the few areas in life where I am being fulfiled on a regular basis.But starting about 2 months ago I noticed a trend that is still in effect to this day.When I initiate a new subject, sometimes it takes a few days, but many times its in as few as 20 minutes later, someone takes my subject and/or content and starts a new topic with it(a few times the subject was inverted, im not "so" upset about that, but it does folow the same pattern).In every instance that this has happened the new topic becomes popular and thrives, and "my" topic (in most cases more in depth than the imitator) withers and dies. Even when the two topics are sitting right next to each other!I have found that the pattern seems to be gaining momentum.
I have never experianced this before, and I find it very frustrateing. |
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| Well I finally quit my job.
Too bad I have not found another yet.
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